400 00:57:08,399 --> 00:57:13,616 I know. I hope my cousin will make you very happy, Mr Phillotson. 401 00:57:15,534 --> 00:57:18,244 Jude, I have something to ask you. 402 00:57:18,495 --> 00:57:21,664 Will you give me away?. I have no other family here. 403 00:57:25,792 --> 00:57:28,629 Of course I'll give you away. 404 00:57:28,879 --> 00:57:30,881 With all my heart. 405 00:57:48,235 --> 00:57:51,821 Are you ready with that yet?. Hurry up, then. 406 00:58:07,464 --> 00:58:10,174 You are "father", you know. 407 00:58:14,887 --> 00:58:18,265 That's what they call the man who gives you away. 408 00:58:26,606 --> 00:58:29,070 Was it lke this when you were married?. 409 00:59:42,562 --> 00:59:47,111 - Can I get you a drink, sir?. - Thanks, Arabella. I'll have a pint and a whisky. 410 00:59:47,361 --> 00:59:51,866 - Aren't you supposed to be a Christminster don?. - Aren't you supposed to be in Australa?. 411 00:59:52,116 --> 00:59:54,118 Change, Arabella. 412 00:59:58,371 --> 01:00:00,832 He's on the house. 413 01:00:01,082 --> 01:00:04,668 - Who's that, Bella?. - That's just my husband. 414 01:00:04,919 --> 01:00:06,921 Can I have a pint now, please?. 415 01:00:09,089 --> 01:00:10,466 Cheers! 416 01:00:53,263 --> 01:00:57,642 You know how I said I was pregnant when we got married?. 417 01:00:58,976 --> 01:01:00,769 Jude?. 418 01:01:02,980 --> 01:01:04,567 Jude...?. 419 01:01:19,122 --> 01:01:21,542 I met someone in Sydney. 420 01:01:25,086 --> 01:01:27,338 I didn't tell him about us. 421 01:01:35,223 --> 01:01:38,060 It wasn't as nice as our wedding. 422 01:02:54,392 --> 01:03:00,397 She'll find me lying here as still as Lazarus. 423 01:03:01,690 --> 01:03:05,901 And then I'll suddenly open my eyes. 424 01:03:07,319 --> 01:03:11,240 Sue Bridehead, you lttle fool 425 01:03:11,490 --> 01:03:13,367 I'll say it straight out. 426 01:03:14,829 --> 01:03:21,627 You'll regret this marriage as much as that ox of a cousin of yours regretted his. 427 01:03:27,757 --> 01:03:33,389 Are you crying for me... or for your precious Sue?. 428 01:03:34,222 --> 01:03:36,017 You ninny. 429 01:04:03,419 --> 01:04:06,301 "Lord, have mercy upon us. 430 01:04:07,843 --> 01:04:10,055 "Lord, have mercy upon us. 431 01:04:10,305 --> 01:04:15,643 "Almighty God, with whom do lve the spirits of them that depart, enter the Lord, 432 01:04:15,851 --> 01:04:21,105 "with whom the souls of the faithful after they are delvered from the burden of the flesh 433 01:04:21,357 --> 01:04:26,818 "are in joy and felcity. We give thee a hearty thanks, for it has pleased thee 434 01:04:27,070 --> 01:04:31,700 "to delver this, our sister, out of the miseries of this sinful world. 435 01:04:31,949 --> 01:04:36,040 "Beseechingly, that it may please thee of thy gracious goodness. 436 01:04:36,290 --> 01:04:41,212 "Shortly to accomplsh the number of thine elect and to hasten thy kingdom, 437 01:04:41,461 --> 01:04:46,299 "that we, with all those that are departed in the true faith, thy holy name, 438 01:04:46,549 --> 01:04:51,096 "may have our perfect consummation and blss, both in body and soul 439 01:04:51,346 --> 01:04:56,892 "in thy eternal and everlasting glory, through Jesus Christ, our Lord." 440 01:05:03,902 --> 01:05:09,073 - How long are you staying?. - Just tonight. I have to go back tomorrow. 441 01:05:13,327 --> 01:05:18,123 - I wish I'd seen her before she died. - She was looking forward to seeing you, too. 442 01:05:18,498 --> 01:05:23,920 - What did she say?. - That we both made bad husbands and wives. 443 01:05:46,486 --> 01:05:50,033 (A rabbit screams in pain) 444 01:06:01,170 --> 01:06:03,380 (Painful squealing) 445 01:06:06,051 --> 01:06:08,135 (He snaps its neck) 446 01:06:16,729 --> 01:06:19,148 It shouldn't be allowed to set those traps. 447 01:06:20,191 --> 01:06:23,486 - Did it wake you?. - I was already awake. 448 01:06:23,735 --> 01:06:26,446 - Why?. - I was thinking. 449 01:06:27,531 --> 01:06:29,825 About what?. 450 01:06:30,076 --> 01:06:32,370 I don't know. 451 01:06:58,896 --> 01:07:02,733 (SUE) "Dearest Jude, I should never have written this letter, 452 01:07:02,985 --> 01:07:05,279 "and I beg you not to reply. 453 01:07:05,529 --> 01:07:08,490 "Richard and I are husband and wife. 454 01:07:08,742 --> 01:07:11,078 "Nothing can change that... 455 01:07:11,328 --> 01:07:13,706 "not your frustration, 456 01:07:13,955 --> 01:07:16,499 "nor my regret. 457 01:07:16,791 --> 01:07:19,003 "Please try to forget me. " 458 01:07:46,490 --> 01:07:49,451 (Piano being played) 459 01:08:18,940 --> 01:08:21,816 - Jude?. - How do you know?. 460 01:08:23,111 --> 01:08:25,529 You've got man's hands. 461 01:08:49,722 --> 01:08:54,770 - Did you get my letter?. - Yes, but I never opened it. 462 01:08:57,857 --> 01:09:01,193 Don't worry, I haven't moved to Shaston this time. 463 01:09:03,279 --> 01:09:07,491 - You say it lke you've given up with me. - Do you blame me?. 464 01:09:09,659 --> 01:09:11,953 I'm here, aren't I?. 465 01:09:15,165 --> 01:09:18,083 Promise me you'll never stop trying, Jude. 466 01:09:21,758 --> 01:09:24,510 - That must sound terrible. - Yes, it does. 467 01:09:27,722 --> 01:09:29,974 Will you promise me that?. 468 01:09:31,683 --> 01:09:34,020 I can't help myself. 469 01:09:34,270 --> 01:09:35,979 Jude?. 470 01:09:37,439 --> 01:09:40,233 - Sue didn't tell me you were coming. - I didn't know. 471 01:09:41,443 --> 01:09:44,737 That's a wonderful surprise for both of us. How long are you staying?. 472 01:09:45,826 --> 01:09:47,785 My train leaves in an hour. 473 01:09:48,118 --> 01:09:50,621 Sue's hardly had a chance to see you. 474 01:09:54,832 --> 01:09:57,918 Maybe you can persuade Jude to stay. 475 01:10:12,310 --> 01:10:16,815 - How is the school at Marygreen?. - The same. 476 01:10:26,741 --> 01:10:29,285 Still the one classroom?. 477 01:10:31,829 --> 01:10:34,082 Same desks. 478 01:11:09,912 --> 01:11:12,248 - everything all right, Jude?. - Yes. 479 01:11:13,332 --> 01:11:16,376 - Goodnight, then. - Goodnight. 480 01:11:38,859 --> 01:11:40,569 Sue?. 481 01:11:51,079 --> 01:11:55,168 - What are you doing?. - What's wrong with me, Jude?. 482 01:11:55,417 --> 01:11:56,963 Not a thing. 483 01:12:20,069 --> 01:12:23,992 "When I do count the clock that tells the time 484 01:12:24,241 --> 01:12:29,664 "and see the brave day's sun and hideous night. When I behold... 485 01:12:44,302 --> 01:12:48,100 "..and the summer's green all girded up in sheaves, 486 01:12:48,351 --> 01:12:51,478 "borne on the bier with white and bristly beard." 487 01:12:53,438 --> 01:12:59,068 I have a wife I love, who not only doesn't love me, but I disgust her. 488 01:12:59,318 --> 01:13:02,863 And this morning 489 01:13:03,113 --> 01:13:08,160 she asked me if she could leave to lve with you. 490 01:13:12,039 --> 01:13:16,922 - I won't oppose it if that's what you want. - Well it is. 491 01:13:23,595 --> 01:13:28,224 I always noticed something extraordinary between the two of you. 492 01:13:28,474 --> 01:13:33,104 I kept telling myself it was because you were cousins, but it's more than that. 493 01:13:35,064 --> 01:13:38,317 Sometimes I think you are one person splt in two. 494 01:13:42,657 --> 01:13:46,661 You knew all along she'd made a mistake marrying me. 495 01:13:46,911 --> 01:13:51,373 - Yes. - But you did nothing to stop us. 496 01:13:51,624 --> 01:13:53,417 No. 497 01:13:56,962 --> 01:13:59,298 Nor did I. 498 01:14:27,411 --> 01:14:32,877 - I'll check to see if you've forgotten anything. - I don't think I have, thank you. 499 01:14:36,047 --> 01:14:39,341 - What time is the train, Jude?. - Leaves in five minutes. 500 01:14:45,096 --> 01:14:47,307 Goodbye, Richard. 501 01:14:51,519 --> 01:14:53,312 Bye. 502 01:15:31,521 --> 01:15:33,023 Yes! 503 01:16:30,166 --> 01:16:34,252 Jude! Jude! 504 01:16:34,504 --> 01:16:37,172 I brought your dinner. 505 01:17:15,715 --> 01:17:19,927 (SUE) Domestic laws should take into account different temperaments. 506 01:17:20,176 --> 01:17:22,847 I may want to lve with a man, but only as a friend. 507 01:17:23,054 --> 01:17:26,890 - That may not be fair on the man. - Because there are no precedents. 508 01:17:27,142 --> 01:17:29,394 - His pride is hurt. - But you want to marry someone you love. 509 01:17:29,644 --> 01:17:33,022 Why do people have to be told to love each other by someone else?. That's all marriage is. 510 01:17:33,273 --> 01:17:37,322 - A government stamp. A lcence to love. - If we could, would you want to marry?. 511 01:17:37,572 --> 01:17:41,825 I'd run a mile if you had a piece of paper that forced me to love you. 512 01:17:44,493 --> 01:17:46,580 Oh, please! 513 01:17:50,833 --> 01:17:53,419 - Drink up. - Oh, another go. Another go. 514 01:17:53,669 --> 01:17:56,254 Drink up, drink up, drink up. 515 01:17:56,629 --> 01:17:58,006 Ugh! 516 01:17:58,424 --> 01:18:00,678 You love it, you lar. 517 01:18:24,743 --> 01:18:26,373 - What?. - What's wrong?. 518 01:18:26,623 --> 01:18:29,084 Don't touch me lke that. 519 01:18:29,334 --> 01:18:32,003 - It's just affections. - Does it pull you to something else?. 520 01:18:32,254 --> 01:18:35,799 Something else?. What something else?. 521 01:18:36,049 --> 01:18:39,259 I think neither of us know the meaning of it. 522 01:18:46,517 --> 01:18:51,188 I'm sorry. It's just that I want everything to be perfect between us. 523 01:18:56,028 --> 01:18:58,154 I'm not ready, Jude. 524 01:19:02,326 --> 01:19:05,037 - Do you understand?. - I'll try. 525 01:19:15,423 --> 01:19:17,173 What are you writing?. 526 01:19:17,425 --> 01:19:19,637 Whatever his wife wants. 527 01:19:21,179 --> 01:19:23,266 - Tea. - Thanks. 528 01:19:23,516 --> 01:19:25,768 "Here les my husband Peter Porter, age 51. 529 01:19:26,019 --> 01:19:31,273 "He tormented me, he cheated on me and he spent all our food money on beer." 530 01:19:31,523 --> 01:19:33,525 - He's dead, Sue. - He can't hear me. 531 01:19:33,775 --> 01:19:35,737 (Knock at door) 532 01:19:39,573 --> 01:19:41,906 Tell him I'll have his headstone ready in an hour. 533 01:20:02,473 --> 01:20:04,475 (Knock at door) 534 01:20:25,246 --> 01:20:26,956 Arabella?. 535 01:20:29,250 --> 01:20:32,211 Sorry to come here, Jude. I didn't want to. 536 01:20:32,461 --> 01:20:36,130 - I'm in trouble. I need to talk to you. - What's wrong?. 537 01:20:39,012 --> 01:20:44,101 I don't want to cause any trouble for you. Can we talk somewhere else?. 538 01:20:44,350 --> 01:20:48,396 - All right. - I'm staying at the King's Head. 539 01:21:05,833 --> 01:21:09,837 - It was Arabella. She wants to talk with me. - Can't she talk outside?. 540 01:21:10,087 --> 01:21:13,716 - She wants me to go to a hotel - That's convenient. 541 01:21:13,965 --> 01:21:18,428 - Sue, I have to help her. - Why?. She's not your wife. 542 01:21:20,096 --> 01:21:22,514 She's going to give you what you want. 543 01:21:25,435 --> 01:21:29,191 Can't you see what she's doing?. She wants you back. 544 01:21:29,441 --> 01:21:31,901 But do you want me?. 545 01:21:33,236 --> 01:21:35,030 Yes. 546 01:21:39,159 --> 01:21:41,744 Close your eyes. 547 01:21:52,796 --> 01:21:55,886 - You don't have to do this. - I want to. 548 01:21:56,136 --> 01:22:00,264 But you have to help me. I don't know what I'm doing. I only pretend. 549 01:22:00,515 --> 01:22:04,018 - Do I talk too much?. - No. 550 01:22:04,268 --> 01:22:06,978 - I'm doing it all wrong, aren't I?. - No. 551 01:22:07,229 --> 01:22:09,732 - I'm intelledctualsing. - You're not. 552 01:22:09,982 --> 01:22:12,651 Kiss me before I start talking again. 553 01:23:00,744 --> 01:23:03,455 You look pleased with yourself. 554 01:23:05,874 --> 01:23:08,208 I'm cooking you bacon and sausage and eggs. 555 01:23:08,459 --> 01:23:12,755 - Why?. - Because you think you deserve it. 556 01:23:17,638 --> 01:23:20,223 There's a letter for you on the table. 557 01:23:27,396 --> 01:23:31,400 - Aren't you going to open it?. - I'll read it later. 558 01:23:31,649 --> 01:23:33,902 Jude, I know who it's from. 559 01:23:44,874 --> 01:23:47,877 (ARABELLA) "Dearest Jude, I'm writing with this news 560 01:23:48,127 --> 01:23:51,506 "because I never got the chance to tell you face to face. 561 01:23:51,757 --> 01:23:56,302 "There was a boy born of our marriage eight months after I left you. 562 01:23:56,551 --> 01:23:59,806 "So far, the boy has been with my parents in Sydney, 563 01:24:00,056 --> 01:24:04,101 "but they can no longer afford to keep him, and nor can I. 564 01:24:04,351 --> 01:24:07,023 "I named him after you. " 565 01:24:33,843 --> 01:24:35,427 Are you Jude Fawley?. 566 01:24:35,678 --> 01:24:37,096 Yes, sir. 567 01:24:37,346 --> 01:24:41,809 This is your father. My name is Sue. It's nice to meet you. 568 01:24:42,059 --> 01:24:44,852 - How was your journey?. - Fine, thank you. 569 01:24:45,145 --> 01:24:48,273 - Can I carry this?. - Yes. 570 01:24:57,073 --> 01:24:59,912 (SUE) What Arabella says is true. 571 01:25:00,162 --> 01:25:04,166 He's yours. I can see you in him. 572 01:25:07,711 --> 01:25:10,214 But the other half is her. 573 01:25:24,979 --> 01:25:28,359 - You'll protect me, won't you?. - If I can. 574 01:25:32,279 --> 01:25:38,076 Can you beleve your eyes?. Is the world really as it seems?. 575 01:25:38,327 --> 01:25:45,123 I can see you smilng, convinced that nothing can surprise you any more. You've seen it all 576 01:25:45,833 --> 01:25:48,169 Well tonight, I'll surprise you. 577 01:25:49,841 --> 01:25:51,843 I'll show you wonders. 578 01:25:52,092 --> 01:25:57,805 I'll show you a world you've only glmpsed in your darkest dreams. 579 01:26:04,479 --> 01:26:07,815 Out of thin air, the terrors come! 580 01:26:46,817 --> 01:26:48,777 (MIDWIFE) Not much longer now. 581 01:26:49,027 --> 01:26:51,071 You all right?. 582 01:26:56,951 --> 01:27:00,413 It's nothing to be frightened of. Come here. 583 01:27:25,480 --> 01:27:31,027 - No, baby, don't cry. - Juey, can you help me, please?. 584 01:27:31,277 --> 01:27:33,782 Can you help me?. Hold baby for me. 585 01:27:34,825 --> 01:27:36,660 Support her head. 586 01:27:38,745 --> 01:27:41,457 Look, I've got the baby. 587 01:27:41,707 --> 01:27:43,668 Be careful 588 01:27:47,130 --> 01:27:49,173 (Baby crying) 589 01:28:16,452 --> 01:28:18,702 Morning. 590 01:28:34,553 --> 01:28:37,724 Jude, can I have a word?. 591 01:28:39,476 --> 01:28:44,481 - Who are they?. - Daddy's going to talk to them. 592 01:28:44,731 --> 01:28:46,816 The work is going fine. 593 01:28:47,067 --> 01:28:51,445 Jude, I'm sorry. I'm going to have to get someone else to finish it for you. 594 01:28:51,695 --> 01:28:55,410 - Why?. - Some of the parishioners have complained. 595 01:28:57,203 --> 01:29:01,624 - About what?. - You never told us you weren't married. 596 01:29:01,874 --> 01:29:05,293 I never realsed that was a necessary qualfication for a stonemason. 597 01:29:05,545 --> 01:29:08,714 I'll pay you for the week's work, of course. 598 01:29:12,926 --> 01:29:15,470 I'm sorry, Jude. 599 01:29:33,740 --> 01:29:38,746 Six shillings. Yes, madam, seven shillings. Is she going to get them?. 600 01:29:38,997 --> 01:29:40,999 Yes, she is. Thank you, madam. 601 01:29:41,249 --> 01:29:46,047 We got a couple of rabbits. Black and white. If you take the skin off, they look the same. 602 01:29:46,298 --> 01:29:48,675 They'll be a very nice Sunday lunch for someone. 603 01:29:48,925 --> 01:29:53,345 Come on. Four pence, five pence. Seven pence to the gentleman out there. 604 01:29:54,513 --> 01:29:59,560 It's going to be lke this everywhere we go as soon as people find out we're not married. 605 01:30:02,896 --> 01:30:04,898 We'll move on. 606 01:30:06,648 --> 01:30:09,819 We move somewhere where nobody knows us. 607 01:30:11,074 --> 01:30:15,745 If they find out, we move on again, and again and again... 608 01:30:17,829 --> 01:30:20,832 ..as long as it takes for the world to change. 609 01:30:22,375 --> 01:30:27,796 We've done nothing wrong, Sue. You're the one who taught me that. 610 01:31:17,307 --> 01:31:19,269 Juey. 611 01:31:20,269 --> 01:31:22,813 - Juey! - Juey! 612 01:31:24,523 --> 01:31:27,026 Take care of your sister. 613 01:31:41,959 --> 01:31:45,671 How do you do, Mrs Fawley. Arabella Wilkinson. 614 01:31:46,380 --> 01:31:50,384 - You look sick, Jude. - Thank you. 615 01:31:50,633 --> 01:31:53,928 There's even gables and lttle windows. How very sweet. 616 01:31:54,180 --> 01:31:57,268 Still harping on about Christminster. 617 01:31:58,436 --> 01:32:02,066 - How are you?. - All right. 618 01:32:02,315 --> 01:32:05,777 My husband died, left me everything. 619 01:32:06,651 --> 01:32:11,366 - What would you lke?. - Oh, I think I'll have a whole colledge. 620 01:32:11,616 --> 01:32:17,204 Which was the colledge that refused you, Jude?. Well I shan't have that one. 621 01:32:20,164 --> 01:32:23,171 You were such a proud man, Jude. 622 01:32:42,189 --> 01:32:44,274 Jude. 623 01:32:44,525 --> 01:32:46,318 Hello. 624 01:32:49,031 --> 01:32:51,702 - Don't you recognise your ma, then?. - Yeah. 625 01:32:53,661 --> 01:32:58,123 - I bought you some cake. Would you lke some?. - No, thank you. 626 01:32:58,373 --> 01:33:02,711 - I think your lttle sister would lke some. - She's too small 627 01:33:04,546 --> 01:33:07,465 But you are big, though. How old are you now?. 628 01:33:08,550 --> 01:33:10,010 Eight. 629 01:33:10,260 --> 01:33:13,141 ARABELLA) Eight years, three months and six days. 630 01:33:13,391 --> 01:33:15,642 I remember exactly. 631 01:33:17,145 --> 01:33:19,147 Eight was my favourite age. 632 01:33:19,395 --> 01:33:22,315 - I bet you want to be nine, though?. - Yeah. 633 01:33:24,526 --> 01:33:27,903 - Hey, are you married yet?. - No. 634 01:33:30,782 --> 01:33:33,909 - Be all right if I kiss you, then?. - Yeah. 635 01:33:38,290 --> 01:33:40,627 You're a good boy, Jude. 636 01:33:59,978 --> 01:34:01,980 What is it?. 637 01:34:04,024 --> 01:34:06,905 I want to go back to Christminster. 638 01:34:08,239 --> 01:34:13,285 - Because Arabella hurt your pride?. - Because I still have some. 639 01:34:19,291 --> 01:34:25,089 (JUDE) * The crow flew over the bush The crow flew over the bush 640 01:34:25,338 --> 01:34:29,301 What do you think he saw?. 641 01:34:50,533 --> 01:34:54,995 - Guess who?. - I know that voice anywhere. Uncle Joe. 642 01:34:55,246 --> 01:35:01,296 Jim! Take your tail up. Over here. I've found the tutor of St Slum's Colledge, Christminster. 643 01:35:02,087 --> 01:35:06,216 Hey, hey! Can you still say the Apostle's Creed in Latin, Jude. 644 01:35:06,467 --> 01:35:10,095 "Credo in unum Deum, Patrem omnipotentem." 645 01:35:10,345 --> 01:35:12,723 Look at you, Jude. What have you been doing with yourself?. 646 01:35:12,973 --> 01:35:14,974 He's got himself more mouths to feed. 647 01:35:15,224 --> 01:35:18,020 - You remember my friends, don't you?. - Yes, of course. 648 01:35:18,270 --> 01:35:20,605 So cousins do get married. 649 01:35:20,855 --> 01:35:24,570 - My eldest, lttle Jude. - Oh, what's wrong with you, lttle man?. 650 01:35:24,819 --> 01:35:27,656 - He's tired. - Nothing. 651 01:35:42,504 --> 01:35:45,758 We've been looking out for you in the parade every year. 652 01:35:46,007 --> 01:35:48,802 Never thought we'd find you in the crowd. 653 01:35:50,056 --> 01:35:51,848 Things turned out differently. 654 01:35:52,808 --> 01:35:57,063 - No regrets, I hope?. - Some. 655 01:35:57,313 --> 01:36:00,357 Difficult question for any man to answer. 656 01:36:00,607 --> 01:36:05,111 To follow his dreams no matter what, or give in slowly and let lfe lead him where it will 657 01:36:05,945 --> 01:36:08,615 And which are you?. 658 01:36:08,823 --> 01:36:10,825 I don't know. 659 01:36:19,628 --> 01:36:24,049 When I first came here to Christminster, I had a neat stock of fixed opinions. 660 01:36:25,217 --> 01:36:27,552 The further I get, the less sure I am of anything. 661 01:36:28,344 --> 01:36:30,179 Hear, hear. 662 01:36:32,056 --> 01:36:35,852 "Who knoweth what is good for man in this lfe?. 663 01:36:36,102 --> 01:36:40,272 "And who can tell a man what shall be after him under the sun??" 664 01:36:53,912 --> 01:36:58,668 - We're looking for somewhere to stay. - We don't take children. 665 01:37:00,627 --> 01:37:05,173 - We're looking for somewhere to stay. - No, I'm sorry. No room. 666 01:37:08,804 --> 01:37:12,558 - We're looking for somewhere to stay. - How many children are there?. 667 01:37:12,808 --> 01:37:14,852 Two children and a baby. 668 01:37:15,102 --> 01:37:18,605 - I have got a room. - Thank you, thank you. 669 01:37:19,314 --> 01:37:21,107 Juey, Lizzy, come up. 670 01:37:25,447 --> 01:37:28,114 I'll look for work in the morning. 671 01:37:37,252 --> 01:37:39,712 - How did they know?. - She asked if we were married. 672 01:37:39,962 --> 01:37:42,631 - You said we weren't?. - I couldn't le. 673 01:37:42,840 --> 01:37:46,385 It's nothing to be ashamed of. I won't hide it from anyone. 674 01:37:48,804 --> 01:37:50,847 (Knock on door) It's open. 675 01:37:53,015 --> 01:37:56,270 I'm sorry, my husband is a bit unhappy about the lttle ones staying. 676 01:37:56,520 --> 01:37:59,692 - We can't leave now, not in this rain. - I know, I said that to him. 677 01:37:59,942 --> 01:38:02,694 - Staying one night is fine. - But we agreed a week. 678 01:38:02,944 --> 01:38:06,990 Thank you very much. We'll look for new lodgings first thing in the morning. 679 01:38:10,202 --> 01:38:13,871 - Why do you give in?. - What difference does it make?. 680 01:38:14,122 --> 01:38:16,583 Sshhh, nearly done. 681 01:38:26,012 --> 01:38:28,222 I love this place. 682 01:38:30,015 --> 01:38:33,560 even though I know it looks down on people lke me. 683 01:38:33,811 --> 01:38:37,981 The self-taught, the too-determined. 684 01:38:41,610 --> 01:38:45,947 It takes two or three generations to do what I tried to do in one. 685 01:38:47,949 --> 01:38:51,662 You're still Joseph, the dreamer of dreams. 686 01:38:57,503 --> 01:39:00,088 And the tragic Don Quixote. 687 01:39:05,927 --> 01:39:08,511 Sometimes you're a St Stephen... 688 01:39:11,014 --> 01:39:14,976 ..who sees Heaven open up, even as they're stoning him. 689 01:39:18,150 --> 01:39:20,902 (JUEY) I cannot sleep. 690 01:39:25,408 --> 01:39:29,661 - Come and sleep with us. - Is it because of me we have to leave?. 691 01:39:33,123 --> 01:39:37,752 No, Juey...because there's too many of us. 692 01:39:39,086 --> 01:39:43,382 There isn't enough room. Go to bed now. 693 01:39:46,763 --> 01:39:50,349 Go to bed. Go to bed! 694 01:39:53,227 --> 01:39:55,438 I'll go and talk to him. 695 01:40:11,164 --> 01:40:15,168 - What are you doing?. - Watching them sleep. 696 01:40:24,385 --> 01:40:27,262 They love you very much, Juey. 697 01:40:28,722 --> 01:40:30,767 You're their older brother. 698 01:40:32,393 --> 01:40:35,436 If they see you upset, they get upset, too. 699 01:40:35,687 --> 01:40:37,983 You have to be strong for them. 700 01:40:40,944 --> 01:40:45,281 If there's too many children in the world, why do people have more?. 701 01:40:49,119 --> 01:40:51,705 I don't know. 702 01:40:51,955 --> 01:40:55,249 Because they love each other, 703 01:40:55,500 --> 01:40:57,961 or because they don't think. 704 01:40:59,212 --> 01:41:01,380 It just happens that way. 705 01:41:05,429 --> 01:41:08,556 Mum said there were too many of us. 706 01:41:09,933 --> 01:41:12,227 She didn't mean you. 707 01:41:13,144 --> 01:41:15,731 There aren't enough of you. 708 01:41:18,900 --> 01:41:21,360 Are you ready for bed?. 709 01:41:24,364 --> 01:41:26,323 Come on. 710 01:41:38,171 --> 01:41:40,173 Good night, son. 711 01:42:26,306 --> 01:42:32,062 I'd lke to buy myself a dress with flowers, flounces and ribbons. And I need a hat. 712 01:42:32,312 --> 01:42:35,022 - Of course you do. - With exotic flowers growing out of it. 713 01:42:37,483 --> 01:42:42,320 Oh, Jude. We could buy... We could buy clothes. 714 01:42:42,570 --> 01:42:44,697 We could buy anything we wanted, really. 715 01:42:48,788 --> 01:42:51,123 - Juey in school - We could. 716 01:42:51,374 --> 01:42:54,334 - Can I tell him?. - Yes, you tell him. 717 01:42:54,584 --> 01:42:56,586 I'll tell him. I'll tell him! 718 01:43:06,638 --> 01:43:09,682 Sshh, they must be asleep. 719 01:43:16,109 --> 01:43:18,278 What is it?. 720 01:44:49,871 --> 01:44:52,165 (She weeps) 721 01:45:02,846 --> 01:45:05,055 (She screams) 722 01:45:09,476 --> 01:45:12,522 (She shouts and weeps) 723 01:46:12,000 --> 01:46:18,342 "For we are made as a spectacle unto the world, and unto angels and to men. 724 01:46:19,134 --> 01:46:23,681 "even to this present hour we both hunger and thirst, and are naked and are buffeted, 725 01:46:23,931 --> 01:46:26,225 "and have no certain dwelling place. 726 01:46:27,351 --> 01:46:32,313 "Being reviled, we bless. Being persecuted, we suffer it. 727 01:46:32,563 --> 01:46:34,941 "Being defamed, we entreat. 728 01:46:35,191 --> 01:46:42,200 "We are made as the filth of the world, and are the offscouring of all things unto this day. 729 01:46:43,827 --> 01:46:49,666 "I write not these things to shame you, but, as my beloved sons, to warn you." 730 01:47:05,347 --> 01:47:07,519 Shall we go?. 731 01:47:09,229 --> 01:47:13,024 - Sue?. - I want to be with my children. 732 01:47:15,903 --> 01:47:18,362 I'll wait for you by the gates. 733 01:47:40,845 --> 01:47:42,805 I should have kept him myself. 734 01:47:43,847 --> 01:47:46,726 None of this would have ever happened. 735 01:47:48,101 --> 01:47:50,605 If I had come back to you... 736 01:47:50,853 --> 01:47:52,647 If... 737 01:47:53,315 --> 01:47:56,193 - If... - Arabella, please. 738 01:47:57,611 --> 01:47:59,616 I thought about it. 739 01:48:00,826 --> 01:48:02,994 - Did you ever?. - No. 740 01:48:08,832 --> 01:48:11,418 It wasn't your fault, Jude. 741 01:48:23,846 --> 01:48:29,021 - Why won't you look at me?. - Because it's wrong. 742 01:48:31,773 --> 01:48:34,192 We have to be punished. 743 01:48:37,362 --> 01:48:39,781 Haven't we been punished enough?. 744 01:48:41,574 --> 01:48:43,576 Our love is wrong. 745 01:48:45,120 --> 01:48:47,204 That's why the children died. 746 01:48:48,579 --> 01:48:50,917 We defied him, and now he's punishing us. 747 01:48:51,169 --> 01:48:53,046 - Who?. - God. 748 01:48:53,338 --> 01:48:56,842 God has nothing to do with it. You of all people know that. 749 01:48:57,092 --> 01:49:01,513 - I was wrong. - And now you can see clearly, in this state?. 750 01:49:01,763 --> 01:49:05,392 - I'm trying to explain things. - There's nothing to explain. 751 01:49:08,352 --> 01:49:12,148 - It was an accident. - It was judgement. 752 01:49:12,398 --> 01:49:14,650 On what?. 753 01:49:14,901 --> 01:49:17,322 Why do you talk lke this?. 754 01:49:20,910 --> 01:49:22,911 We've done nothing wrong. 755 01:49:25,246 --> 01:49:29,876 "We are made a spectacle unto the world, and unto angels and to men." 756 01:49:44,893 --> 01:49:46,685 Sue. 757 01:49:48,772 --> 01:49:53,485 - Sue, where are you going?. - Your child killedd mine. 758 01:49:56,654 --> 01:49:59,324 - Your child killedd my babies. - Sue, please. 759 01:50:00,617 --> 01:50:03,994 How can I look at you?. How can I lve with you?. 760 01:51:50,397 --> 01:51:54,029 Do you beleve in God?. You think so, yes. 761 01:51:59,994 --> 01:52:01,912 (Inaudible) 762 01:52:19,344 --> 01:52:24,394 How many times have you missed a church service in your lfe?. Why?. 763 01:52:37,239 --> 01:52:39,658 What are you reading at the moment?. 764 01:53:54,989 --> 01:53:58,576 - What do you want with me?. - Come home. 765 01:54:01,368 --> 01:54:05,918 - You don't know my badness. - Yes, I do. 766 01:54:08,254 --> 01:54:13,175 You make me hate Christianity and God and whatever has reduced you to this state. 767 01:54:15,552 --> 01:54:19,138 - It's right that I suffer. - It's wrong. 768 01:54:19,388 --> 01:54:21,892 That a woman lke you should give up her mind, degrade herself... 769 01:54:22,141 --> 01:54:24,143 Don't talk to me lke that! 770 01:54:28,688 --> 01:54:31,278 - I'm sorry. - Doesn't matter. 771 01:54:34,072 --> 01:54:35,823 - Listen to me. - Come home. 772 01:54:36,074 --> 01:54:38,076 No, I can't. 773 01:54:39,535 --> 01:54:43,123 - It's all right, Jude. I know what to do. - We'll talk in the morning. 774 01:54:44,832 --> 01:54:47,710 I have to go back to Richard in the morning. 775 01:54:49,587 --> 01:54:55,093 - You go, too. Write to Arabella, ask her to... - They mean nothing to us. 776 01:54:55,342 --> 01:54:57,848 - We're still married. - You and I are married! 777 01:54:58,099 --> 01:55:02,726 But not in Heaven, not in this church! I married Richard in a church, Jude. 778 01:55:02,977 --> 01:55:07,357 - I want to go back to him. - Do you care for him?. Do you love him?. 779 01:55:09,316 --> 01:55:12,236 - I'll learn to love him. - No. How can you, Sue?. 780 01:55:12,486 --> 01:55:15,156 You love me, Sue! 781 01:55:16,156 --> 01:55:18,158 Say it, Sue. 782 01:55:20,368 --> 01:55:25,209 Say it. Say it. Say it. 783 01:55:25,460 --> 01:55:27,878 I don't love you any more. 784 01:55:34,092 --> 01:55:36,554 I'll pray for us, Jude. 785 01:55:37,637 --> 01:55:39,723 Not for me. 786 01:56:32,570 --> 01:56:34,572 (He coughs) 787 01:57:20,913 --> 01:57:23,915 - How are you?. - All right. 788 01:57:25,293 --> 01:57:29,504 - You look well - Do I?. 789 01:57:34,679 --> 01:57:37,849 - Where are you lving now?. - Quite far. 790 01:57:39,560 --> 01:57:42,687 - You won't tell me where?. - You wouldn't know it. 791 01:57:44,856 --> 01:57:48,151 - I'd better go. - I'll follow you. 792 01:57:48,400 --> 01:57:51,196 I won't stop trying, I promised you that. 793 01:57:51,446 --> 01:57:53,865 - Jude. - Do you love me?. 794 01:57:55,491 --> 01:57:57,493 Do you still love me?. 795 01:58:00,207 --> 01:58:04,211 I won't come again, if that's what you want, but I need to know. 796 01:58:04,461 --> 01:58:07,129 You've always known. 797 01:58:08,255 --> 01:58:10,132 Sue, come with me. 798 01:58:12,426 --> 01:58:14,428 No, Jude. 799 01:58:54,179 --> 01:58:59,144 We are man and wife, if ever two people were on this earth!